Tuesday, April 30, 2013

STILL FIGHTING IT

This could have been a love song
But you’re tossing and turning
I’m barely hanging on
The truth is…
Time can’t heal us
At least you’re a persistent
with your empty ways
I’m just one more casualty
I didn’t listen to caution
I fell like debris
I crashed in to your cold heart
thinking I was ‘that girl
who could change you
show you that it’s okay to be happy

You would have given us a chance
if I had been more than just a phase
My mind read more in a simple gesture
You led me on
You lied to me
Now you’re breaking me
I’m raged,
I’m burned,
I’m lost,
But most of all…
I’ve learned
that I’m nothing
that you will forever fight it
that you will never feel deserving
that you’re so far gone

I could cut myself down
I could count my scars
from the delusion
that used to be us
I could set you free
I could leave you in peace
with your dead world
the only problem is…
I still believe in us
and it hurts too much.