Sunday, October 30, 2016

REFLECTION

While I walked through town the other day
I took a look at my reflection
and saw nothing at all
The person that I used to be 
is dead and buried deep
This shell of something else
is what I wear to give me form

The road I have walked is long and dark
I do not blame my soul for letting go
If you looked inside where my heart used to be
you will find the scratches on the walls
from battles I have fought with myself and I
My demons still haunt this empty casket
lurking in the chambers
feeding off my ashes
Not even death can bring me peace

But amidst all this darkness and rot  
I find myself still standing 
While I walked through town today
I took a look at my reflection
and saw something flickering. 

Saturday, April 30, 2016

STAY

You don’t have…
To love me
To smile my way
To be seem with me
To say my name

But I want you to pretend…
That you’re still the same
That you still care
That we’re still okay
That you’re still in love


I don’t want you to say…
That you’re moving on
That you failed us
That I deserve better
That we cannot be saved

I want you to know…
That I am broken as much as you’re broken
That I am sorry as much as you’re sorry
That I am fighting as much as you’re fighting
That I am as lost as you