I'm standing here waiting for Cupid again My dreams all paralyzed because an angel took my love away Crying silently each night Standing in the ferocity of a love lost Sometimes when I close my eyes I wish it could all just disappear But what I really want is to get up and scream I want to run away like I never knew you Yet I find myself following you among the shadows trying to understand why you're so cruel I walked on the sidelines of your life until you threw me in the open road So don't ask why I have sad eyes It's hard to take courage after a heart breaks I will hurt less with time though because now I know nothing has ever been built to last. The truth is we made such a good story the reality is we have no great ending
I don't quiet know how I got here I don't quite know why I'm giving up I'm losing instinct Days pass me by Dreaming with open eyes Waiting on the edge of the unknown I fooled everyone now look what I've become A stranger in my own reflection I wish I could just close my eyes and slip away... I don't want more time Time will not make me stronger Yet I'm so afraid that with a world full of people I will die alone.
like you know who I am Spreading lies over my existence This fight I can't win but before you put the last dust over my head Take a walk with me to the other side. Take a breath Close your eyes then count 1 to 3 You've got to trust in the velocity of your heart that you will survive. Now take that leap over the edge You will see it too Don't accept the projection of your time-line there's no comfort in regret Now you know where I am between falling and a hard place. So stop pointing fingers You're not any holier than me Finding fault in my troubled mind will not save you from the same fate. Now you feel it too the uncontrollable adrenaline rush Everything moving so fast Falling to a spluttering death Now you know you're not a God Stop fighting and learn to accept me for who I am but not the monster you created.